Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ♥
it has been a while, since my last post.
:b kinda lazy to OL. and with my blogskin
*update soon ^^
today is galungan day. it should be a holy day.
but I didn't feel it this time. I don't know why exactly like that,
but I consider some reasons.
1. my brother wasn't here like all galungan before
2. I didn't help my mom prepared it at all, just some little work
3. I don't believe it worth much anymore. I mean, my believes kinda devided. to my realigion and to what I believe. I don't knoe what makes me have to do this galungan things. traditions. but, this is really not me. haaaah~
hard to explain, because I'm not really sure yet.
just jump to the next story.
today, my aunt who has daughter which is my causin who is living in australia that is pragnant,
told me to errmmm, having a passport. when I asked her why, she answered that she's going to take a look after her daughter in australia and she wanted me to come with her. :D
what a lucky day! ^^
I'm glad to, of course ^^ and I can take a look for some university while I'm visiting her. ^^
what a good thing. :D
but however, there's such a hesitation in my heart, because she often promised me such thing which was cancelled at the end. =="
but I really hope this promised will be realized. :D
if so, 1 of my dreams come true :D
and by the way, about university,
I wonder to study at RMIT, Interior Design. ^^ but I need somekind of scholarship or something. cause I don't have enough money to afford studying there. =="
*give me another luck, God. :D
but still, about Interior Design, I consider to study music and languges too. It seems to be really cool id I play for orchestra :D or maybe just a profesional musitions and who knows one day I can colaborate with TVXQ oppa or other good singer. :D
*I've just thought about that idea and that seems good :D
errrmmm. that's all today. ^^
oh, and 1 things!!!!
PUMP IT UP man! :D
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